everything in its time

I went to church to mark the ending of my bittersweet 2009 and the beginning of 2010
the message was simple
everything in its time
it reminds me of what i used to believe
G has a plan for each one of us
and all the things that happened or are about to happen is part of the plan
and despite us not aligned to this plan
it will happen coz it is the best for us
so it dawns on me
that all the tears that i cried and people gone was part of the plan
he was meant to be the past, a history page in my life
and for the current one,
i still have no idea what he is supposed to be
probably another page in my book of history soon
i think we try too hard sometimes
not that we should not try
but we should learn to let G do the work
coz it always seem to be in a huge mass after all the failed attempts
i still want to watch my sherlock holmes
i still want to see him
but i realised i can't fight it anymore
if it was or is time to let go
i have to
to make things work
to make things easier for him to do the work
man can live 30 days without food
3 days without water
3 minutes without air
and only one 1 second without hope
how true
the right time is coming.