it wasn't really that hard to tell i guess
how you never really bother about what i say or said
about how you never went all the way out just because of something i said i like or want
it really was pretty obvious
how i really like to deceive myself
thinking it pays to keep trying
i never really did let you go
never really did give up
it takes time i guess
though longer than expected
longer than it should take
somehow i don't feel like deceiving myself any longer
even if refused to budge like a spoilt child on the floor
i know you wouldn't care a little
so it is time to really face the cruel truth
the i don't want to be silly anymore truth
the you don't love me truth
and the I have to move on truth
as the memories fade
time heals
i no longer really remembers what about you made me happy
what about you i can't let go
we should remain this cold
i guess coldness helps
just this once
till everything becomes a past
a past we can't have it back.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
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