behaviour

i know why i behave like that sometimes
i always knew it was unfair
but i thought i was young
but even now as an adult
it is still the same
nothing changed
maybe i learn to accept it
till the threshold is hit
no matter what i do and say
it does not matter
the rest of them do anyway
as long as i give them the money and settle my own problems
that should suffice
i ask a simple question
and gets a hostile reply
so in other words
do not bother talking at all
sigh
i hate it
i hate being alone
i hate being ignored
well that's why i end up ignoring the world anyway
another bad day with numbers
unpredictable
sigh
well only if i guess
anyway life is full of surprises
i m going to KPO with my hairdresser
lol
who would have guess
i didn't
had lunch with E's mum yesterday
and who would have guess again
i didn't
well
life's a box isn't it
filled with things we like and don't
hope more happy surprises are coming along.